Through CHRIST who strengthens me!
Last last couple of weeks have been hard, emotionally and phyiscally. Everyday I have to force myself not to look ahead in the future but live for today and get as much out of Adam and Alayna as I can. I love my kids with everything that I have and there's nothing that I wouldnt do for them. I keep thinking why my son and why does it have to be that I can not do anything. Its killing me inside and Im screaming from the inside. (I started writing this last night and gave up because my emotions started stirring)
Each morning I read from a 365 Devotional and this is exactly I needed to read this morning:
DO NOT WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW! This is not a suggestion, but a command. I divided time into days and nights, so that you would have manageable portions of life to handle. My Grace is sufficient to you, but its sufficiency is for only one day at a time. When you worry about the future, you heap day upon day of troubles onto your flimsy frame. You stagger under the heavy load, which I never intended you to carry.
Throw off this oppressive burden with one quick thrust of trust. Anxious thoughts mender about and crisscross in your brain, but trusting ME brings you directly into My Presence. As you thus affirm your faith, shackles of worry fall off instantly. Enjoy My Presence countinually by trusting me at all times.
Therefore don't worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.- Matthew 6:34
But He said to me, My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.-2 Corinthians 12:9
Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour our hearts before Him. God is our refuge.- Psalm 62:8
Ok I am just going to leave it at that I WILL have a great day and weekend. God bless you!
PS Adam and Alayna are doing great....they are doing their job fighting and driving this Mama crazy but I wouldn't change it for anything in this world! They are very excited about VBS next week!